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[12 Jan 2006|10:41pm] |
Plan Semi.
* start tanning with dee (yeye)
* diet for 4 weeks
* tredmill it up ALOT.
* once achieved, dye hair back to blonde .
* kill physics.
naw mean.
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| tears stream down your face, when you lose something you cannot replace. |
[27 Dec 2005|08:43pm] |
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katina's down, it's great i've missed her
we went out with vahan and jammy and the fam last night, &
today we went to alyssa's, then main, then silvercity with matt and lynzi, then out to dinner.
it was very awesome, only "i just cant get you out of my head,la la la la la la la la" and ugh
its driving me insane.
oh well....................
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[19 Dec 2005|06:46pm] |
wow...
***
Biankkk : according to chingchong,christmas is on the 26th this year ..
Kip : ching chong u imiigrant christmas is on the 25
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| bones sinking like stones. . . |
[10 Dec 2005|06:58pm] |
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why would i even DARE to think he would ever have any interest in me..
like, am i an idiot? was i permanantly damaged in the brain?
most definitly.
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[05 Dec 2005|06:56pm] |
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System of a down - Question! |
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I've procrastinated for roughly around four hours, five hours in four minutes. Hurrah!
Saturday was Amazing*
+ festival of lights was filled with a massivly large amount of matter WASTE. (if that made sense)
This passing weekend consisted of me, amanda, the oc, gamecube, mall, booze, work, frank, more booze and dancing until 2 am.
Waste of time: Absolutely not.
In the past two days i've watched three Adam Sandler movies, but my all time favorite has to be Billy Madison.
"Mr. Madison, what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul"
"Business Ethics,The Industrial Revolution, and finally,Lighting dog poo on fire and the human response.."
WELL;; Back to work.
P.S - it just so happens that Charles is the sexiest man alive
I expect no feedback because you all know NOTHING about this man.
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| I dont stick with liars anymore. |
[28 Nov 2005|05:18pm] |
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i see right through you when you sing it back to me
i read that fine print and I saw you staggering
regurgitate the shit you find in the dirty dreams of a rapist's mind
congratulate the corpse you drag, put the money in the body bag
right in front of us
the stop and start machine
you've been singing with the liar's tongue
with every crippled word you said to me
with every fractured breath and broken glare
you were pawning off your babies' debt with a cold paycheck
abandon what you built
repair your hope with guilt
there's nothing left here to suffocate
with razor wire arms you reach and miss the throat
there's nothing left to love about this city anymore
the politics and the hired whore
now, save your breath
now, into your mouth
did this to yourself
you can't repair the punctured lung
secrets seep thru the stress cracks
shut your mouth
i read the fine print
you did this to yourself
now shut your mouth and pay the rent
you say it
like your life depends on believing in your own lie
i see right thru you when you sing it
sing it back to me
now, say it like your life depends on believing in your own lie
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| he's so smooth |
[22 Nov 2005|09:23pm] |
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a look into the life of bianca;;
-overheated, high expecting- raging father
-mom who cant think for herself
-brother who cant do homework by himself
-3 year old who cant go literally 10 minutes without crying
-"boyfriend"/"guy" who dosent even talk to me at school anymore
-science teacher who's goal is to fail the world, starting with me
on the bright side;;
-i got hypnotized today, it worked
-im losing weight
-great weekends <3
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| new layout ! |
[21 Nov 2005|05:50pm] |
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i dont know what to with you, cause you dont know what you do to me ♥
so day one is a success and i love everything & everyone today.&& thirty four sexual days until Katina arrives !
as well,this weekend was awesome &;;this lust to my brain almost feels just like a gun now.
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[14 Nov 2005|08:41pm] |
OH MY GOD
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
on a lighter note,today was amazing. Went to dans afterschool,did some shit, pigged out..watcheed movies - went to the mall, baught movies. Fun times. Realized alot of things,one main one that has to do with 'DEEECEEE'. Kay sorry i had to just write that down to make myself feel better. All in all, that is it.
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[10 Nov 2005|11:23pm] |
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We would never be sure of the sequence of events. We argue about it still.
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| Bet War |
[08 Nov 2005|12:51pm] |
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WARNING : BET WAR
Noone take me seriously for the next few days;;
for more Details check out Chris' LJ, or E-mail Chris ;) ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) viva_la_chris
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| Our pulse will flutter like a dial tone. |
[07 Nov 2005|03:46pm] |
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J9's voice on the phone |
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Tonight is the rest of our lives, a carbon monoxide lullaby. Evacuate.
So,what more can i say,today was an average day i suppose. This weekend - as updated before went smoothly but I have so many God damn things on my mind i've decided to clear it out. No this is not a pathetic cry for attention, but it just feels good to get it all out. After all this is a live*journal, and you all are not obligated to read this.
First things first, I miss Alissa..I havent seen her in God knows how long, and i miss her too God damn much. (Note : I miss alot of others as well, Ali,Katina,Erin,Leanne,Joe);;
Secondly I'm sick of hiding my damn feelings. Sure it'll save us the trouble for if it didnt work out, but wheres the f un in not showing anything at all. No, i'm not asking for public affection but i am asking for you to knotice i exist and remmeber what "we" are when in school. Thirdly (this one hardly anyone will get but it'll make me feel better to say it), nice display picture. Another point, this is too confusing.
&___ I love J9 ;;
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| bored-ness |
[05 Nov 2005|11:34pm] |
Today;;
Justin,Mall,BK,Geting Lost,Random Plazas,Walking in rain,Getting ryan a job,Movies,SEGAAAAAAAA
Yesterday;;
School,Paula's,Jake's,Main,Crosby,Park,Campfire with Everyone,Booze & Starbucks <3
10 firsts
boyfriend - Donny
screen name - kitty
stuffed animals - my lamby =(
pet - Hershey
piercing - my ears when i was 7ish
crush - Paul
cd - erm spicegurls
car - BMW X5 *rolls eyes*
love - rather not say.
9 lasts
alcoholic beverage - shots of malibu and apple vodka
car ride - with Justin
movie seen - into the deep blue or whatever..with jessica alba and paul walker
phone call - Maryanne
cd played - from first to last
bubble bath - its been a LONG time
time you cried - mm just now but not sadly, just cause i sneezed too much
? - ?
? - ?
8 have-you-ever's
dated best friend - if i hadn't been with Scott, i'll bet Corey would have asked me out to be consistant :P just kidding, no
been arrested - nope
been on tv - JONOVISION!! YEAH!! ooohhhh and "the HOur" *drool*
kissed someone and regretted it - eww yes! that was a bad night at the bar
had a sex dream with someone you knew - YES!!! I LOVE THOSE DREAMS!!!
skinny dipped - ahaha NOOOOOO!!!! i dislike my nudity...
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? - ?
7 things you're wearing
- black DC sweatshirt
- white tanktop
- jeans
- orange underwear
- bra
- socks
- eyeliner
6 things you've done today
- got waken up by Justin
- went to first makrham to shop
- got lost
- ate at BK
- visisted Gian and Eric and Des and everyone at michaelangelos
- watched a movie with Justin and Ryan
5 favourite things to do in no particular order
- sing
- hold hands
- drink
- laugh
- talk on the phone
4 people you can tell (almost) anything to
- Maryanne
- Katina
- Justin
- Amanda
3 holiday destinations
- PARIS
- London
- New York
2 things to do before you die
- to make an impact in someones life
- to be completely happy with myself
1 thing you regret
- the many missed opportunities of this past summer...
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[30 Oct 2005|09:41pm] |
conclusions of this weekend;;
one - the early november,saves the day,say anything and senses fail are good bands
two - lynzi,varty and matt are the rad
three - my dad is insane.
reasons being his halloween costume (one of the men below):
four - my dad loves matt
reason being him going inside the house and walking back out just to say "OMG IS THAT MATT!? DID YOU CHANGE YOUR HAIR COLOR? NICE SEEING YOU!!"
five - my computer is officially fucked
six - i miss my alissa so very much.
seven - i love my 'JfuckingK' so very much <3
eight - devil for halloween,weak costume
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[29 Oct 2005|02:19pm] |
Senses Fail Tonight ♥
with say anything,the early november && saves the day
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| wow, i'm a believer |
[28 Oct 2005|03:19pm] |
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okay so, this is fucked.
i never actualy read alot of this horoscope shinanigans but it's true.
So, yesterday i planned on going to pacific mall with Amanda, but we didnt.
I stayed home, chilled. My friend called upset so i listend and helped her out,
which infact did mean compromising to avoid conflict.
READBELOW
NEXT;;
so tonight, my parents are going out to a dance,
&& my sister is coming home from university.
and so, i have major concern of children cause i'm babysitting.
READBELOW
&& finally tomorrow.
i'm going to a concert with some friends,
and i will most likely go into the pitt - but if i take Lynzi in there
it'll feel like ill have a resposibitity cause she's never been in one.
so maybe i'll get over exhausted trying to take care of her.
READBELOW
Conclusion;; Holy Shit?
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| swing life awayy |
[27 Oct 2005|03:23pm] |
Stolen from Gibbs,which was stolen from Linsay
Start with 100%, and take away 1% for everything you've done/that's happened to you on this list.
Put the number you are left with in the subject line
EXAMPLE... if you did ONE thing you would put 99%
Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth.
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country.
Started your house on fire.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the face
Total Score : 33
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| you're fading now you crossed the line;; |
[25 Oct 2005|03:42pm] |
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This is the way i would of done this, up against a wall...
//one - trying to suspend someone does not* make friends
+ 2 ;; science is horrible, test tomorrow :: lord help me.
°°³ - you dissapoint me, you really do
&four. . . senses fail + the early november + say anything on Saturday
[5]## this soup tastes absolutely horrible.
_[<3]6- mall tomorrow
B-"oh my god im sorry i didnt mean to..."
D"the first handy ive gotten that's not my hand!!"
ahahahaha highlight of the day
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[20 Oct 2005|03:14pm] |
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JERK! |
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well today was just like any other day, oh except for the fact that he's being a JERK.
JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK JERK!!!....JERK
JERK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so weekend plans;;
friday - dinner with everyone then mall with lynzi
saturday- shit all till party
sunday - maybe screamers. don don donnnn JERK!
( because i'm bored )
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[19 Oct 2005|05:53pm] |
happy birthday to alissa + darren ♥ to infinity and beyond
p.s - i didnt like the old layout so here's a new underoath one
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